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Thursday, May 10
okay, gonna talk about a few different people here; can try guessing who if you're curious.
// hey darling, i dont think youre a flirt. though you have been telling almost everyone that you are one and scaring people everywhere with that. but, i trust that you are not. it seems like you are acting to others that YOU ARE ONE but theres only that special one that you love, isnt it? and the others are just "replacement" you try to find to take over that place of hers.alright, at least thats what i think of you, cos i dont trust that you are that heartless and selfish. // you. just leave us alone. maybe you kept asking and probing cos you really care or whatever, but we are gonna be alright. you told me to trust who i should trust; and i trusted you but! i am disappointed with you. i think you should learn to reflect upon yourself before getting involve with other people's problem. you are not as great as who you think you are. you are not that experienced if you think that you are. and what you think is not what others will think. once trusted that forever are just lies because you said that they were, but i found out that its not just a lie that you think flirt says. its a white lie. a white lie to promise and assure the other party. and now, i trust that there is something call forever. // you. i dont know whats wrong with you. please dont treat the rest badly cos you are disappointed with me. treasure the time with your girl. since you have decided to be with her, to accept her and to try it out then go on with it. dont leave things there hanging. you have cheated the young one, and now you are cheating the old one. you have cheated my feelings and now you are gonna carry on cheating her feelings. what the hell wrong is with you? you liar. i was so blind to be with you for so long please. i was so foolish to trust you for that long period of time when many told me not to. how dumb can i be man. // darling. alright, i am not sure what you are thinking now but i am afraid to step any step closer at this period of time. not afriad to become closer as friends but quite worried to carry on further. evrything is just happening like so sudden that i have no idea when, what and how certain things happen. and i trust that we are happy with what we are now, arent we?! :) above all, just remember that i will try as much as possible to be there for you whenever you need me yeahs. and, you are loved by me :) // babe, wake up darling. we will work hard together yeahs. take care. and remember that you are loved by me. plus make sure you work hard this two weeks for that stupid chinese o's. keep asking yourself questions and answer it in chinese; im sure you can do it! // sweets, i miss you badly. havent had a good long talk with you for a longlong time. glad that we are gonna meet up tomorrow, theres a lot to catch up on darling. -- is this gonna last ? |